It’s not about the ending.

Autopsy of relationships

Kanisque
2 min readJun 4, 2020
Photo by Kanisque

It’s about finding that one person who makes you feel the impulse to share everything, every passing second of your life - in unnecessary details and with embarrassing moments. The eagerness to reveal all achievements and each blunder. And, it’s about that undying curiosity for someone that demands to devour them whole, inside out. Listening to the gripping highlights and monotonous chores, yet finding the entire spectrum mind-numbingly amusing. It’s about talking day in and day out, having all the time in this world, and yet being terrorized by the scarcity of it. It’s about those beginnings.

It's about the limitlessness that your mind can taste, with the mere thought of their company. It's about that raw fearlessness and that ravenous appetite for adventure which, a touch of their presence can ignite. It's about the desire to relive all your dearest places and treasured experiences, once again with that someone. It's about all that novelty of life that you begin craving for.

It's about sitting together in a room for unimaginable stretches of time, yet never feeling like missing out. It's about desperately awaiting the return of each other, everytime they have to go out. It's about wishing for immortality and It's about wishing for a quick death. It's about living so greedly that death becomes jealous. It's about being so content with life that on deathbed, you wish for the same one over and over again.

It's about everything but the endings.

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